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Balla Dear

by Balla Dear

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1.
(Romans 8) Thunder clapped and shook the ground, the trees did bend a knee For such ovation we would rise in fear and dignity Wild earth, intrepid man, married in a hilt Tis a bond wrought bittersweet, a jaded altar built Creation groans the dirge of life, that we do not extol The nearer we approach the end, we'll shed our skin for soul In eager longing here I wait, revealing of the Son Subjected to futility, from bondage to freedom Thunder clapped and cracked the sky, the trees did bend a knee An accolade of "Gloria", SPIRIT-LIFE-PEACE
2.
The scene is finally waking up, behold the NEW it has begun, changing out the OLD And here I lay my body down, like that old wine poured on the ground, emptying my soul For you and I we chase the light, riding on that sun-bound train Darling let's leave the stars behind, and we can sparkle in the rain I've got my bags all packed with LOVE and a pocket full of CHARITY, HOPE is on the wind And FAITH to move the mountain down, and to burgeon the weary, again and again and again You and I we chase the light, riding on that sun-bound train Darling let's leave the stars behind, and do some singing in the rain WE ARE THE CANVAS, THE EMPTY PAGE GOOD IS THE CALLING, LIFE IS THE WAGE
3.
Hey Babe! 03:47
Hey Babe, I'm writing this for you, and I'm leaving out the metaphors this time Like "Flowers In The Window" or "Jangle Of My Heart", and I'm not even gonna try to rhyme Hey Babe, you are my "loverly", and you are "My Fair Lady" And I'm humble that you "Stand By Me", hey Babe, hey Babe (Chorus) I was barely a man until you held my hand, everywhere we go people understand, that it's not you, and it's not me, it's us TOGETHER Bound for "GLORY BE" Hey Babe, I'm singing this to you, and I hope that you smile before I'm through You always "Love Me Tender" "Always On My Mind", and every love song ever sang, is for you... Hey Babe, I've tried and I have failed, but I have also won a few And you have always been there helping me along "TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES"
4.
Lord Oh Lord I'm begging please, I can't see forest for the trees You started something in my soul, but I still see a heart of coal You're working out the dross in me, just like old Gethsemane You've got me fixed before your face, between the Rock and the Hardest Place (Chorus) Lay me down upon the funeral pyre, oh my Lord your hands of love, they put me in the fire Here I am in custody, a prisoner of liberty, take me higher on my knees Lay to waste my vanity Here I fall upon the stone, in agony and broken bone Let me rest here in this grave, my blood cries "If thou would but save"
5.
War Horse 06:37
Rest evades me like a fox in chase, trying to hide but there is no place The night is howling terror in the dark, melting down my candle laden heart Can't run away in side this waking dream, my legs are the roots of an old dead tree Gathering wind comes like an angry mob, Oh my soul is fading in the fog (Pre-chorus) Here I'm bound in shackles and chains, until the War Horse descends Left here to die in that Earth-bound rain, until the War Horse descends (Chorus) He descends, from over the hill Coming around the mountain With Iron Will He's coming swiftly Ring them Bells Oh my soul is lost and found, until the War Horse descends Lords and Laymen come up from the ground, tooth and claw each other for a crown I hereby witness that the crown won't save, for both go down together in the grave I learned long ago the wayward road, far above the hidden WAY OF OLD But I was told to go the ANCIENT PATH, so I gave up all I had, to have Spied a horse out in the misty morn, his steamy breath hung in the cold forlorn His eye was piercing through my wretched frame, a flickering window shuddered by a flame
6.
Feasted bleary eyed, repose table side We're all gathered in the room, the bride ignores the groom Serene candle light, flickering twilight As you raise up your glass, and broken bread you pass Where do we go from here? The hymns still hang in the air I'm stuck here in my doubt, as you go to the Mount That old Olive Grove I saw you inside the eye of my mind, long after that day you left in the sky And you will come again, just as it began, from the heavens You told us to wait for a power to come, when the Holy Old Ghost has come upon, and you will come again, just as it began, from the heavens As we were gazing those two men stood by, in the whitest of robes, asking us "Why?" Cause you will come again, just as it began, from the heavens.
7.
Plato's Cave 05:18
Simple, safe, and such security, you're telling me "Don't ask questions, just be still", But still Living dead in great apostasy, conformity Doesn't make a cure for ills in me Comfort stagnant cesspool easy chair, unaware Isn't where I want to live with you (chorus) Be true, be brave, get out of Plato's Cave In the sun, again, let us raise up from this grave Sickles, hammers ring, and bullets sing, but not with me Such are wielded by the hands that sting Living small in days of blasphemy, depravity Keeps my "foot lamp" moving narrowly Bomb blast lying lips broad truth or dare, unaware Isn't where I want to live with you (tag) I'm waking up in the pouring rain I'm waking up in the pouring rain I'm waking up in the pouring rain
8.
Golden gods at the foot of the mountain, golden sands on the beach of the sea Everyman bows down and he kisses the ground of an age old idolatry A shining axe in the stump of a foothold, carving out of the rotted divide How the sign of your dirty redemption, cost your life blood, speckled with pride (chorus) Go away, go away now, go away with your fool's lament Here I must stay, here I must linger, and dig up the love you buried in cement While I linger here in the minefield, I can see how much you have bled And even still that water is bleeding from the Rock, from the side where my dirty boots have tread A silver dagger stained with my conscience, seared and strangled there upon my belt I felt nothing in the darkness of a stoney old heart, until I tripped over that hell that you built Blushing sky in the presence of strangers, falls into that hollering creek Reddish hues they foreshadow the dangers, cutting off all the cries of the meek Madness rips out the soul of all wonder, like that old man lost in his field Tearing soil with a misguided finger, never knowing the sin he will yield I'm a babe wrapped up in a blanket, laid to waste on that old man's path, but the Hand of Grace is upon my waist, and untying that old dagger's wrath I'm giving back all your vials of poison, and handing over your coat filled with lead And don't you worry your poor little frame of mind, your daddy's got the knife for the blood that you shed
9.
I can't believe the news today, seven years ago they had you put away A mother's love was hanging in the stars, a Father's will was right there behind prison bars Hannah, you don't know me, I don't know you But I've been on my knees interceding through These seven years I knew you were alright Cause that darkened hall, well it needed some light (Pre-chorus) You kept the torch lit all along, undaunted, though it won't be long (Chorus) It ain't strange to find rapids on the river, it ain't strange to find danger in the flow The Spirit moves when we surrender all we are and let go, let go, hang on, hang on, let go The most unlikely of all criminals, but we are everyone guilty when we're born His ways and means are far above us all, He mends the tattered and the broken and the torn You are a songbird with the sweetest song, encaged with hopeless souls who could not carry on But you have shown them how to sing along, and that darkened hall is now a bright rejoicing throng
10.
Deep in the heart, and hidden beneath At the foot of the Aspen whose brother's did sway You came to me in the dance of the giants "Hello old friend..." and what could I say? (chorus) Have I sinned again, could I make amends Of my wandering so far from my home? Old skeleton town where the ghosts on the frost Sting on my face, with a numbness they boast Flames licked the wind, and the wind punched them backed Both sinners and saints raised their glass in a toast... I saw you again when I laid down my head And my lady was with me, gripping my hand Holding on tightly for fear of the horn That blasted the silence, and shook all the land...
11.
Joyful Noise 04:18
Lope Love, you're my girl, the princess of my heart In the morning you arise, both sunshine and the tart I'm your knight and always will protect you in the dark And play your game, just call my name You set me all a-spark (Chorus) And my heart is a song, ever since you came along A joyful noise follows you around, and a happy day is any day That I can hear the sound of you! Bea my Love, my fragile dove, my brooding little flower You're the poem of our home, the sanguine and the dour A tragicomedy you are, just like your old dad I wrote this song, to help you along, the good days and the bad days... Lady Lolo you're my Babe, my Lover and my Friend Every single day with you, my life is Born Again "Tiger-Fly" "Me-Oh-My", our love is beyond true You make me laugh and sing and cry "Boo-Gala" and "Elephant-Shoe"

about

This is my 4th Balla Dear album. It's called "Balla Dear".
These songs were written over the course of 2014 while we were on the road. Much of it was written with specific people or places in mind.
"War Horse" was first played in front of an actual audience in Bauxite, Arkansas for Richard Douglas and church. That song is henceforth dedicated to him.
"Recollections Of You" & "Wild Mountain Dream" were written while spending hours in the Rhema Workshop watching Bill Hodge craft his wonderful works of musical art in guitars.
"Ballad Of Hannah (Hang On)" was a song specifically written for Larry and Hannah Overton in Corpus Christi, Tx.
"Joyful Noise" was written for my three girls.
"Plato's Cave" was actually written 7 years ago, but was requested for this album by Jon Waughtal.
Other than that, I'll leave it right there. Hope you find something here that touches your heart, moves your feet, and evokes lovingkindness.
Fight Fear, Make Art! Fiat Musica! To God be the Glory!

credits

released March 23, 2015

Recorded January-February 2015 at The Preacher's Cottage in Dexter, Kansas.
All songs by Patrick Steele 2015, Rough Draft Music*
Mastered by Bruce Neher at Disc & Dat.
Front cover collage "The Holy Past, Present, Future Ghost" by Patrick Steele.
All album art & layout by Chris Taylor.
Duplicated & constructed at Core Media by Rick Hutcherson.

Patrick played 2 guitars on this album. Rhema Rhapsody and a Rhema Wordsong, both handmade by Bill Hodge at Rhema.
He also played an F mandolin borrowed from Mr Tim Durham in
Ark City, KS.
He also borrowed a violin bass guitar from Mr Gary E. Peterson in Dexter.
Besides that, he tried his best to make a djembe, a tambourine and various pieces of percussion sound like a deranged drum kit.
Much thanks to Mom & Pop for letting us stay at your place for so long, and patiently allowing me the use of The Preacher's Cottage.
Thank you Tim & Gary for the use of your beautiful instruments.

Extra thank you's:

Oden Fong-thank you for the friendship, building me up in the Lord, and the encouragement.

Richard Douglas-my brother, mentor from afar, & great bearded one, I appreciate you tremendously "War Horse" was written before I knew you, but it is undoubtedly dedicated to you forevermore bro.

Craig & Tanya Rose-Thank you both (and the girls) for taking us in, and treating us like immediate family! We pray for you often.

Chris Taylor-thank you my old friend for believing in what I'm doing, and for patiently creating what I want, and rolling with the punches when I don't know what I want. Grace and peace to you.

Bill Hodge-thank you brother from another mother (actually, she's my mom now too!) Thanks for letting me bounce stuff off of you, and being understanding of my quirky stubbornness. You and Susan are forever dear to us! And you make AMAZING guitars. (And oatmeal)

Louie & Yolie Delgado. Thank you for loving, teaching, admonishing, and pastoring us. Thank you Calvary NewLife for your amazing support! Treasures in heaven...

Jon & Lisa Waughtal, you guys are the greatest friends we've ever had. Thank you both for everything you do for us! (Criminal Miiiinnndddssss...)

And to everyone who has had us stay in their home, eat their food, and support what we do, we love you all!

Laura, my Lolo, "tiger-fly" "elephant shoe" I'm a boo-gala!
We're in this to the end of the line, and then some.

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Songs born out of trial and triumph, Balla Dear explores the dichotomy of the human condition, the physical and the spiritual. From deep in the heart of central Arkansas, Balla Dear muses in the medium of Southern Folk, Country Gospel, and Folk Ballad. The themes are evident; peace and solace amidst one's own undoing. Sacrificial love is by far the greatest gift among men. ... more

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